The Story of My Life

Maybe there's something I don't
quite understand, that everyone is getting
something but me and they all understand
what it is they need to know and know it
all with a sense of ease that is bewildering
to me. I'm trying to figure it out, I really
am. I look for clues in the gaps between
what they say and what they do and still
they look like they know so much that
it bothers me that I'm not in on it, like them.